Sunday, February 27, 2011

上;下

这个星期大概是2011年的第一滴眼泪
回头想起,
为何我如此地在乎?
我又为何那么地看不开?
或许潇洒的不是我
而是时间
让人忽近忽远
难以忘怀。
人,多少都会面对心中的魔魇
你会花多久才把它驱走?
如今第二个又开始抓着我不放,
难道真的是-
天将降大任于是人也,
必先苦其心志,
劳其筋骨,
饿其体肤,
空乏其身,
行拂乱其所为?
长时以来,
少人了己心情,
望得一点希望,
却得累灵魂,
不知者为我何求呀!

Monday, February 14, 2011

太闲空,发牢骚

           外面下这大雨,此刻的心情安慰了很多!好难得在假期间会下一场绵绵细雨,真好睡。想一想今天想要做些什么,却被一只"懒惰虫"钻进体内,导致自己有点懒洋洋的。

          昨晚,原本想要翘补习班,理性的我还是乖乖地到那儿,发现来了很多新面孔,庆幸的是我的位置好是空着的,否则我就得受苦了。一上课,老师便把两个星期的notes与练习交给我们,好沉重啊!都是past year questions和一些老师认为我们今年该注意的一些作文题目。最后,我还是决定了,坚持到底,反正还剩8个月我就大可脱离"补习"的命运了,虽然明年可能我会继续上英文课程,但也难逃"早起"的习惯。

          昨天是西方情人节,学校发生好多灾难,男的女的都各收到礼物,有些甚至炫耀自己是学校的风云人物,让人倒胃口。先生小姐们,若你为此事而感到光荣的话,恭喜你,你可以结婚了,还读书干吗?你的人生就这样被爱情绑住了,我为你感到可怜!你有了爱情就不需要面包了吗?大家爱得死去活来,最终不都是以分手的下场?搞得为情自杀变成一种"流行",污染了美丽的世界,这样就一了百了了吗?自己好好地想想吧!没了"它",日子照样可以过!没人规定一定要成家立业或非得找个伴。

          对于那些心智未成熟者,请理智的找出你的方向,它们不值得让你耽误前程,一切老天自有安排,你何必苦苦哀求或折磨自己的灵魂呢?

Monday, February 7, 2011

Let's move on !!

     Another New Year celebration has just arrived and it will soon finish on next Thursday. Well, I don't really feel the new year mood here, maybe there is too many things to worry. ( What a young kid saying that she has many things to be worried about! ) Haha....

      This morning, when i opened the door, I saw an aeroplane flew across the clouds as if like trying to send me a message that I should continue to move on now and not to look back too often, hmm, life still has to go on...I should carry on and catch up the pace of my life that I used to have. My daily routine is finally on-the-switch-mode now, no more red-button for me to stop as I have lots of challenging circumstances to face during my journey and the time is running faster and faster...I have no more time to relax anymore....It's my life! I always have hectic life....

Two days ago, I had read an interesting story. One day, a girl asked the secrets to be a successful person and she found the answers in her room.
The roof said : " Aim high!"
The fan said   : " Be cool!"
The clock said: " Every minute is precious."
Mirror said: " Reflect before you act."
Window said: " See the world."
Calendar said : " Be up-to-date."
Door said : " Push hard to achieve your goal!"

Everyone Gambateh!~

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Addicted

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal


( That's my goal- Shayne Ward )

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Raining Season

      It has ( still raining ) been rained since two days ago and unfortunately my school has become a "swimming pool" which most of the students were happy about it as they thought they could escape or even took a short period of holidays....No such way! My school is definitely the "kia-su" type that the our disciplinay teacher said we should stay in the class with teacher and please do not wander around. Not forgetting an intersting incident had happened in my class. One of my classmates was such a golden-kind-heart that he wanted to save someone from a deep river at the back of our school, and he was so "lucky" that he dropped into the river while trying to save that student. Haha!! I still remember my Moral teacher told us that "buat baik akan dibalas baik", but why? and how? Is there anything wrong with this statement? Within 4 hours, all the school teachers (morning and afternoon session teachers) knew about it. Poor little boy! Jesus loves you ya! Haha....
   
    This coming Friday and Saturday is my school choir concert. Well, actually i'm one of the students who is going to perform on the stage but at the very last minute i rejected it and luckily my teacher did not comment anything about it although i knew that she might be a little disappoint of it as she always has high expectation on me. I am quite looking forward ( I'm going for the Saturday night 1 and though i knew the songs and performances that they are going to perform ) because Ivy is going to accompany me as she is very curious of my school choir club's singing skills and my chinese as well as my choir teacher, Puan Luk.

    Next thing is about Chinese New Year, it's around the corner! Wee~~!! I'm broke! Really! I need money as December i'm deciding to go KL with my friends ( on planning, still not sure yet ) and it may be a 8 days 7 nights trip. We may be going to either Penang or Melaka or Pahang for 1 or 2 days as well.. It all depends on our budget and number of people who are going to join us. Besides, this year my bro is going to UK ( mom asked the XXX, he calculated and said he can go to UK, haha....i dono ) so he may be not coming back for New Year on year 2012 as it is on middle of January and i dont think that he has time to come back unless my parents strike Jackpot or 6D then we may be going to UK to celebrate with him there.

   This year is going to be my tough year. Why i said so? Because my basic for certain subjects is quite weak so i have to pay double hard works for some of the subjects like physics, additional mathematics and biology. Apart from that, this year i have attended for 8 tuitions, scary right? But i'm free and only FREE on wednesday due to my chinese lesson at school that is until 4.30pm. Everyone puts high hopes on me, not only my teachers but also my family, as they hope i can try my best to get the scholarship which they can put down all their worries. Well, i only can say that through my research, i dont think JPA provides the course that i want to study but a yes for my 2nd and 3rd choice...But Maybank does provide the couse that i want to pursue. I know it's too early to talk about it as i have to wait unitl my Trial or my real SPM result...Anyway, 1 thing that i will never worry about that usually all the form 5s will scare about it is,.....NS! Haha....Dad has asked the doctor to write about it, so no matter i have been selected or not, it will not influence my mood for the SPM. Good Luck to everyone and hope this year is a Lucky Year!~

( Please forgive me if i have done any grammar mistake or the lack of vocabulary)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Pictures can tell a thousand of words ^.^

 
( That's what i did during my holidays, lame right? )

 

 
( Popo's birthday )


                                                









( 1st January, Special Lunch Day )










Monday, December 20, 2010

~My Christmas Story~ ^^V

圣诞老人与我
       "圣诞节要到咯!一定要听话哦!不然圣诞老公公是不会送你礼物的,只有听话的小孩才能收到他的礼物。"听起来很不切实际但非常简单的几句话却让我在每年的圣诞节要来临时,从一个淘气的小孩变成听话的小孩,爸妈或姐姐的每个指示我都不敢违抗,乖乖地顺从,只为了收到圣诞老公公的礼物。
       我还记得6岁时,我收到很大的"泰弟"熊,当时的我还傻傻地以为世界上真的有圣诞老公公。隔一年,我还特别地写了一封信给他。这次我坦白地告诉他我想要的礼物,好让他不必烦恼该送我的礼物,这样他就有多一点时间花在其他小孩的身上。我的爸爸还嘲笑我,说圣诞老公公哪会认得我,他怎么可能能送礼物给我呢?我就回答他说我有写地址啊!他接着又问,那他怎样把礼物放在我家或房门外咧?我好不犹豫地便回应他,圣诞老公公会魔法呀!就像电影里的一样。之后他再也没问我类似的问题了,大概是被我的答案气得无话可说或被我冷冻了,因为那些答案对于一个单纯又天真无邪的小孩是非常有逻辑的啊!你不觉得吗?哈哈!!
       接下来的这几年我都连续地收到礼物。由于小时候很贪心,常常起地早,然后迫不及待地拆礼物。接下来,猜我要干吗?哈哈!阿哥每次起地比我迟,我就会偷偷地到他房门外,选一些包装比较漂亮的礼物,"好心"地帮他拆礼物,看到美的便占为己有,不适合我的变"假假"地说是圣诞老公公搞糊涂了,不小心把我们俩的礼物放错位置了,没办法,他老了嘛!!记得有一次,姑姑看到我房里的礼物,便问:"这不是阿哥的礼物吗?"那时我有那么一点的小聪明,便问她怎么知到这是阿哥的礼物?她一时不知怎么回答,有点结巴地说一看就知道啊!我当时没想太多,便高高兴兴地和妈分享我的礼物。
       之后的几年,我发现越来越不对劲。有一年,我和阿哥与姑姑以及爱皮到书店逛逛。当时,阿哥买了一本Harry Potter的书。就在圣诞节那天,他收到了那份礼物。咦?阿哥不是有买了一本吗?然后,我比较圣诞老公公和爱皮的笔迹,简直是一模一样嘛!于是,我便问爱皮是不是圣诞老公公,她很自然地回答我说不是。我又以为我想太多了,因为我记得爱皮曾经对我说过,凡是发现圣诞老公公的小孩就再也不能收到他的礼物了。我很害怕没有收到礼物的圣诞节。突然有一年,很奇怪地我没收到礼物,我原本以为我不乖,很自责,也很伤心。随着时间,我也开始慢慢地了解事情的真相,有点不可思义,但很真实。
       我每年都说我一定要见到圣诞老怪兽[因为他很难猎捕],但我每年都错失良机,有何办法?圣诞夜每年特别好睡,因为都下雨啊!!好入眠嘛!其实呢,他,喔不!应该是她,就在我眼前而已呀!她就是爱皮嘛!她就是那个每年扮演圣诞姐姐角色的人呐!近在眼前而已[爸爸常说人要有远见,所以我真的很有"远见"咯!]。哈哈!
       发现事情的真相后,我没有很失望,但很庆幸爱皮让我有一个很美好又特别的童年回忆,真的很让我回味无穷!{感恩啦! (read as "gan eun" )  } <<教坏小孩




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