Color Test - Results

Your Existing Situation

"Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities."

Your Stress Sources

"Extremely troubled by what appears to be a hostile environment; feels she is being forced and pressured into doing things she is not interested in. Resents the extra demands that are being put on him, but feels powerless to control or change the situation. Feels unable to protect herself from the environment around her. "

Your Restrained Characteristics

"Has high emotional expectations and desires to be the center of attention, which makes it difficult to find a satisfying relationship. her reserved, cautious nature makes her emotionally distant. "
Emotionally demanding and will involve herself in close relationships but won't get too involved or give too much of himself.
"Struggles to make her demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if she doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace."
Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective

"Wants interesting and exciting things to happen in her life. she is able to make others like him, because of her genuine concern for them. she is charming and open and makes friends easily. she can have an over-active imagination, which leads her to fantasize and daydream."

Your Actual Problem

"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. she tries to escape into a fantasy world where things go her way and her desires are easier to reach."

Your Actual Problem #2

"Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. she tries to escape into a fantasy world where things go her way and her desires are easier to reach."

There You'll be

Theme song for this week

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

心声

          今日在校看见往年senior的SPM成绩时，原以为最少也有10个人获9A＋或以上，不料让我大跌眼镜。理科班总共大概有112学生，只有3为获得9A＋以上。我冒了一阵冷汗，心跌到谷底。

       上华文课时，再次受到重大的打击，发现近年来我的华文退步了。老师给我＂打狗棒＂，把醉梦中的我唤醒，说我是她期望中下一个获华文得A+的学生。老师，我也是人，我也会害怕，担心的时候啊！我也会偶尔怀疑我能力的时候。妈妈更认为我只能念中六了。
       一关比一关难，日子一天比一天艰辛，这就是考验。希望我能顺利过这一关，看来我真的要多花心思在课业上了，一切尽我所能吧！

Reminiscing

This morning, a romance movie had touched my heart. It reminded me of something and somehow this song gives me some kind of strenght.

Leona Lewis - A Moment Like This

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling
That we've met before
So tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
When I tell you that love has come here & now

[Chorus]
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this


Everything changes, but beauty remains
Somethings so tender
I can't explain
Ohh well I may be dreaming
But till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I cherish all the love that we shared

[Chorus]

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will
Catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this

[Chorus]

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

[Chorus]

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

女人眼中的好男人, 男人眼中的好女人

最近，大家的话题都离不开关于为情自杀，或在感情上遇到挫折。今天我第一次当个＂两性专家＂发表我的意见，究竟怎样的男人才是女生们梦寐以求的呢？（这只是纯粹我个人的看法，并不能包括所有女生的想法与我相同。）
我认为好男人其实并不是真的那么难找，但倘若要找个你和他互相喜欢，对方又是个完美情人，那可能只能求月老的帮忙了。
何为好男人？
1。要有3个＂真＂：
［真心］［真诚］［真爱］
2。5个＂不＂
［不喝酒］［不好赌］［不抽烟］［不使用暴力］[不花心]
3。随时对自己的行为付上百分百的责任
4。吵架或双方有意见时，应该聆听另一伴的想法，互相沟通。
5。没有一个人是完美的，所以每个人是特别的，因此，大家要有宽容之心，产生一种取长补短的心态。
6。不要太大男人主义，现在的女性要求男女平等。
7。不是只有女生才做家务，男生也应该帮忙。
8。会下煮的男生最容易得女生的心。
9。生活上，偶尔带对方一些惊喜或感动可以维持长久的美满的婚姻／恋情。
10。千万不要伤害一个女生的心，不让她们流泪，女生的心灵很脆弱的。

能做到6个，已经不错了。
能做到7个，已经是好男人了。
能做到8个，请好好把握他。
能做到9个，幸运的你别让他跑了。
能做到10个，天哪！他是绝种的男人了！

至于女人嘛，我赞同PS男的说法：
女人，
1。漂亮的不下厨，
2。下厨的不温柔，
3。温柔的没主见，
4。有主见的没女人味，
5。有女人味的乱花钱，
6。不乱花钱的不会打扮，
7。会打扮的不放心，
8。放心的不能看。
能做到2个是好女人，3个就是极品！
例子：（又漂亮又会下厨）表示你做到一项

破天网

爱 还不了
所以 无可救药
多少人 在结束后
用遗憾 寻找
梦 抓不到
所以谁都 想要
而命运的网
又能解开 多少
以为
一切得到 却不知在网里绕
失去和拥有
谁能 分辨得好
谁不想 飞得比天高
谁不想挣脱 天网的牢
最华丽的情调 比不上那微笑
很多时候 我们需要依靠
谁不想 飞得比天高
谁不想世界 为你而绕
最单纯的感动 却忘了去寻找
拥有了世界 却输掉拥抱
有什么 值得炫耀

世界不孤单

有一些梦想
不用像烟火般盛放
一点水花就能够徜徉
有一些梦想
不一定众人来合唱
轻轻拨动就能够悠扬

幸福是个远方
我们用等待去眺望
那些关于爱的期盼
一辈子都不会忘
琴声不会说谎
而梦让人勇敢
学会欣赏每一个难关
才能够飞到更远的地方

这世界不孤单
因为有爱在鼓掌
用微笑划开水波荡漾
好让我看得见眼底的光芒
这世界不孤单
因为有梦的温暖
整座泳池的蔚蓝
透明沿途的失望
收获感动满满
游往最美的彼岸

离人

銀色小船搖搖晃晃彎彎　懸在絨絨的天上
妳的心事三三兩兩藍藍　停在我幽幽心上
妳說情到深處人怎能不孤獨　愛到濃時就牽腸掛肚
我的行李孤孤單單散散惹惆悵

離人放逐到邊界　彷彿走入第五個季節
晝夜亂了和諧　潮泛任性漲退　字典裡沒春天
離人揮霍著眼淚　迴避還在眼前的離別
你不敢想明天　我不肯說再見
有人說　一次告別天上就會有顆星又熄滅
銀色小船搖搖晃晃彎彎　懸在絨絨的天上
妳的心事三三兩兩藍藍　停在我幽幽心上
妳說情到深處人怎能不孤獨　愛到濃時就牽腸掛肚
我的行李孤孤單單散散惹惆悵

離人放逐到邊界　彷彿走入第五個季節
晝夜亂了和諧　潮泛任性漲退　字典裡沒春天
離人揮霍著眼淚　迴避還在眼前的離別
你不敢想明天　我不肯說再見
有人說　一次告別天上就會有顆星又熄滅
離人放逐到邊界　彷彿走入第五個季節
晝夜亂了和諧　潮泛任性漲退　字典裡沒春天
離人揮霍著眼淚　迴避還在眼前的離別
你不敢想明天　我不肯說再見
有人說　一次告別天上就會有顆星又熄滅

上；下

这个星期大概是2011年的第一滴眼泪
回头想起，
为何我如此地在乎？
我又为何那么地看不开？
或许潇洒的不是我
而是时间
让人忽近忽远
难以忘怀。
人，多少都会面对心中的魔魇
你会花多久才把它驱走？
如今第二个又开始抓着我不放，
难道真的是－
天将降大任于是人也，
必先苦其心志，
劳其筋骨，
饿其体肤，
空乏其身，
行拂乱其所为？
长时以来，
少人了己心情，
望得一点希望，
却得累灵魂，
不知者为我何求呀！

太闲空，发牢骚

           外面下这大雨，此刻的心情安慰了很多！好难得在假期间会下一场绵绵细雨，真好睡。想一想今天想要做些什么，却被一只＂懒惰虫＂钻进体内，导致自己有点懒洋洋的。

          昨晚，原本想要翘补习班，理性的我还是乖乖地到那儿，发现来了很多新面孔，庆幸的是我的位置好是空着的，否则我就得受苦了。一上课，老师便把两个星期的notes与练习交给我们，好沉重啊！都是past year questions和一些老师认为我们今年该注意的一些作文题目。最后，我还是决定了，坚持到底，反正还剩8个月我就大可脱离＂补习＂的命运了，虽然明年可能我会继续上英文课程，但也难逃＂早起＂的习惯。

          昨天是西方情人节，学校发生好多灾难，男的女的都各收到礼物，有些甚至炫耀自己是学校的风云人物，让人倒胃口。先生小姐们，若你为此事而感到光荣的话，恭喜你，你可以结婚了，还读书干吗？你的人生就这样被爱情绑住了，我为你感到可怜！你有了爱情就不需要面包了吗？大家爱得死去活来，最终不都是以分手的下场？搞得为情自杀变成一种＂流行＂，污染了美丽的世界，这样就一了百了了吗？自己好好地想想吧！没了＂它＂，日子照样可以过！没人规定一定要成家立业或非得找个伴。

          对于那些心智未成熟者，请理智的找出你的方向，它们不值得让你耽误前程，一切老天自有安排，你何必苦苦哀求或折磨自己的灵魂呢？

Let's move on !!

     Another New Year celebration has just arrived and it will soon finish on next Thursday. Well, I don't really feel the new year mood here, maybe there is too many things to worry. ( What a young kid saying that she has many things to be worried about! ) Haha....

      This morning, when i opened the door, I saw an aeroplane flew across the clouds as if like trying to send me a message that I should continue to move on now and not to look back too often, hmm, life still has to go on...I should carry on and catch up the pace of my life that I used to have. My daily routine is finally on-the-switch-mode now, no more red-button for me to stop as I have lots of challenging circumstances to face during my journey and the time is running faster and faster...I have no more time to relax anymore....It's my life! I always have hectic life....

Two days ago, I had read an interesting story. One day, a girl asked the secrets to be a successful person and she found the answers in her room.
The roof said : " Aim high!"
The fan said   : " Be cool!"
The clock said: " Every minute is precious."
Mirror said: " Reflect before you act."
Window said: " See the world."
Calendar said : " Be up-to-date."
Door said : " Push hard to achieve your goal!"

Everyone Gambateh!~

Addicted

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal

( That's my goal- Shayne Ward )

Raining Season

      It has ( still raining ) been rained since two days ago and unfortunately my school has become a "swimming pool" which most of the students were happy about it as they thought they could escape or even took a short period of holidays....No such way! My school is definitely the "kia-su" type that the our disciplinay teacher said we should stay in the class with teacher and please do not wander around. Not forgetting an intersting incident had happened in my class. One of my classmates was such a golden-kind-heart that he wanted to save someone from a deep river at the back of our school, and he was so "lucky" that he dropped into the river while trying to save that student. Haha!! I still remember my Moral teacher told us that "buat baik akan dibalas baik", but why? and how? Is there anything wrong with this statement? Within 4 hours, all the school teachers (morning and afternoon session teachers) knew about it. Poor little boy! Jesus loves you ya! Haha....
   
    This coming Friday and Saturday is my school choir concert. Well, actually i'm one of the students who is going to perform on the stage but at the very last minute i rejected it and luckily my teacher did not comment anything about it although i knew that she might be a little disappoint of it as she always has high expectation on me. I am quite looking forward ( I'm going for the Saturday night 1 and though i knew the songs and performances that they are going to perform ) because Ivy is going to accompany me as she is very curious of my school choir club's singing skills and my chinese as well as my choir teacher, Puan Luk.

    Next thing is about Chinese New Year, it's around the corner! Wee~~!! I'm broke! Really! I need money as December i'm deciding to go KL with my friends ( on planning, still not sure yet ) and it may be a 8 days 7 nights trip. We may be going to either Penang or Melaka or Pahang for 1 or 2 days as well.. It all depends on our budget and number of people who are going to join us. Besides, this year my bro is going to UK ( mom asked the XXX, he calculated and said he can go to UK, haha....i dono ) so he may be not coming back for New Year on year 2012 as it is on middle of January and i dont think that he has time to come back unless my parents strike Jackpot or 6D then we may be going to UK to celebrate with him there.

   This year is going to be my tough year. Why i said so? Because my basic for certain subjects is quite weak so i have to pay double hard works for some of the subjects like physics, additional mathematics and biology. Apart from that, this year i have attended for 8 tuitions, scary right? But i'm free and only FREE on wednesday due to my chinese lesson at school that is until 4.30pm. Everyone puts high hopes on me, not only my teachers but also my family, as they hope i can try my best to get the scholarship which they can put down all their worries. Well, i only can say that through my research, i dont think JPA provides the course that i want to study but a yes for my 2nd and 3rd choice...But Maybank does provide the couse that i want to pursue. I know it's too early to talk about it as i have to wait unitl my Trial or my real SPM result...Anyway, 1 thing that i will never worry about that usually all the form 5s will scare about it is,.....NS! Haha....Dad has asked the doctor to write about it, so no matter i have been selected or not, it will not influence my mood for the SPM. Good Luck to everyone and hope this year is a Lucky Year!~

( Please forgive me if i have done any grammar mistake or the lack of vocabulary)

Pictures can tell a thousand of words ^.^

 
( That's what i did during my holidays, lame right? )

 

 
( Popo's birthday )

                                                









( 1st January, Special Lunch Day )